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No nifty title, just the facts. Thats how i feel today, straightforward.

Works beginning to drag. Friday, oh what a fun day. Just wish it would end, so i can relax away the weekend and wait for next week. Seems repetative.

Things i plan to do to make this weekend seem less similar to the previous one.

1. Go watch Ironman.
2. Try different games...
3. might go out, doubt it tho.

Wow theres a fun weekend for ya...

Last night was cool. After netting it and gaming it, and after my eyes had started to tire from lookin for the enemy on COD4, i decided to go downstairs and be social. My dad, who is at his best when he doesn't drink was his old self, having agreed to cut down on drinking. It was like old times. We had a laugh and he had his humour back, which i love and have taken a leaf out of his book and have practiced my own kind of wit. Watched Heroes with my dad and his g/f. It was weird, i'd have never have thought it'd be his kind of show, but he was asking questions and as you know Heroes is a hard series to explain to someone who has only just started watching.

Thats about it for recent goings on. Will probably update after the weekend.

For now, i'll leave you with this picture i found just now. It amazed me.

Yes it is Jessica Rabbit from Who Framed Roger Rabbit. I was suprised too. She looks human. My embarrasing crush on the cartoon character doesn't seem so bad now :P

Some others i have found are Homer Simpson and Mario, which are below. Just to clarify, these ain't my work, I found them on a blog called pixeloo.blogspot.com.

Kinda cool ay. The Homer one is scarey, but i'm still amazed. Will post some more up if i find any :P

Blog ya laters.

I am Ironman.........no seriously i am......ok maybe not

Planning on going to see Ironman on Sat. I'm now minding kids overnight instead of Saturday day because Kay, my ex, is sleeping over at her parents because they are going to see Dancing on Ice Sunday and setting off early. Fair enough. Being the reasonable chap i am, i'm willing to help out. Might be a good time to reclaim some items i left behind, i.e. photos, CDs and other stuff.

But yea, IRONMAN. A film i've been waiting to see for some time now, over a year at least. Heres the trailer.

I kno, i kno, its a guys film. So what, i'm a guy ;¬)

Got a bit teary before, which is unlike me. Was talking to my m8 Mike, whos a solicitor where i work about his friend who had a heart attack at the weekend whilst at the wheel and whilst we were on topic, i started talking about my mum and how she had died of a heart attack 8 years ago. The funny thing was i could feel myself breaking down and a lump in my throat appeared. Does this mean i am not quite over it yet even after all these years?

I held it together after she died, maybe i coped with it too well. I didn't cry as much as the rest of the family, but just went into myself and stayed in my room losing myself in music and books. Maybe its just my emotions getting the best of me. I tend to lock them up whenever something doesn't go to plan and when things hurt me. They eventually come back to haunt me and then i feel overly emotional to the point of crying......no good, i've got this thing in my head that i need to be positive and stable all of the time. If i don't i'll end up being a drunk or doing something stupid, i know i won't but its probably just the fear of what might be. Psychiatrists call "my type" implosive. The worst kind i think.

Anyways, enough i tell myself for fear of bringing this day to be a gloomy day. The suns breaking through some clouds, could it be a sign? a sign that i should let my optimistic personality shine through the darkness inside....get me being all metaphorical.

Debt collectors were on the phone to me in work today, leaving me with no option but to talk about payment and stuff with them with ppl overhearing in work. How embarrasing. The debts to Orange, over £800. I said to them i couldnt afford it but they pestered me for money, the gits. Suppose i need to pay them to get them off my back. Agreed a monthly payment of £70, but they needed £10 now to show i'm serious about paying them back. Just what i need. Bit low on the fundage at the moment. Might have to ask my dad again for help. He makes me feel so guilty when i do.

I'm leaving this blog now before i get all angry over debt collectors, suckin me dry. My own fault, but hey, they suck.

update ya later!

Entry One - Stardate 300408-1232

Ahoy bloggers, avast ye fair people! I've arrived.

I'm not normally the expressive type, but I am willing to give the art of blog a go to get some emotions, feelings, opinions and stories out in the open, instead of starting to share them with Augustus, the imaginary person i conjure up to share them with.....

As you've already guessed by my creative start, i am indeed creative and as mad as a hatter. Then again i mustn't be mad because i acknowledge it. Instead, class me as an eccentric. I don't mind that. Some of the worlds most interesting people are eccentrics.

So on with the details. My names Malcolm Sydney Keenan, but Mal for those who know me. I'm 25 and at the moment live with my dad, his g/f and her son. I have one biological son called Kallam and one step-son called Rhys. That's the basics....

If you wished to go ever more into my life, it gets quite gruesome. Prepare for the worst. lol

I recently split with my girlfriend of three years. The facts of why she did so are puzzling and after trying to expand my view on things by drinking a lot, I'm not closer to solving it. She won't provide any enlightenment either... bitch :P I'm over it and am quite thankful to be given another chance to be single, i missed it. Although, i am quite regretful that my son won't have me there with him for guidance and everyday fatherly duties.

As for work, i work in a solicitors.....No i ain't a solicitor, but i am a PA for a solicitor who deals in PI (personal injury). Its a cushty job and it pays alright, not fabulous amounts of money but enough to get by.

My social life is alright too, i have friends in Runcorn (a neighbouring town) and in my own town, Widnes. For those who don't know where the hell i am, its quite near Liverpool, yeah around that area. *points at an imaginary map and nods head* I have many online friends too including Em J M (emma jayne marshall), Claire, big al, toffa and others.

As for my personality, most would describe me as positive, energetic, goofy, silly, caring, a good listener, unique, smart, and hopefully a good friend. My main passions are music (a broad range in all genres, but mostly rock, pop and RnB), Movies, gaming, the net and reading.

Recent events basically are work, sleep, work sleep, but trying to get my social life back after a devastating few weeks. Been to a few rock nights and go the local for a few with new found bud Andy, who is my dads g/f's son. They are both from Scotland and are a right laugh. He got me into playing on his xbox 360, which is really addicted. I go on Call of Duty 4 a lot recently, which is enjoyable and good for entertainment purposes. I get lost in it though which is bad sometimes as i lose track of time.

Currently trying to convert a spare room into my own bedroom. Going to take some work so will have to set aside some time to get it sorted, oh and to buy a bed.

That's basically it. This weekend I'll be minding the kids Saturday night at my ex's while she goes out and then minding them Sunday day time. I'll report on that nearer the time.

Adios for now amigos and always remember.... be cool.